on the lighted path through darkness
the timeline of the canvas
you're nearly at the end
in fact
you only know
now
where you are on the timeline
because of the slice of Red Threat
&luckily
the slash
is far from the lighted path
upon which you trod
the timeline of the canvas
you're nearly at the end
in fact
you only know
now
where you are on the timeline
because of the slice of Red Threat
&luckily
the slash
is far from the lighted path
upon which you trod
when you sleep
you're severed
you theorize
early on
that there are very few people
who are the whole package
&then
life &living prove you correct
sure, maybe you were not considered by your peers to be "beautiful" when you were growing up
but you're awfully convinced that you are
now
lol
&it's almost as if you're upset
that the world won't acknowledge you
in this way
don't you worry
young witch-ling
most witches struggle to consciously control
or even know
the exact definition of their power
the people who need friends
are the most unattractive options for friendship
because you need a friend
&everyone can smell it on you
this feedback loop
can be devastating
you never have to admit that you're lazy
we know
you literally threw the thing in the trash
&the bodybuddy/lifemate convinced you otherwise
&then
you realized that the thing you were looking forward to
was the painstaking exacto-knife work
the cutting of the thing out of its thing!
&c.
so
at the very least
you cut the thing out
cause it's the cutting it out that you love
in the case that you don't know
it's
FIND.
YUMMY.
&LOVE.
the command is to Find.
these are the things you find to be yummy
&these are the things you find that you love
&c.
the command
for you
is not to "find" anything specific
but to Find what you find
&you share that which is yummy
&or that which you love
&c.
you trolled a comedian about his shitty korean
cause he's Blasian (of the korean variety)
&you find him to be very ignorant
because the terrible pronunciation of his korean
is like ...
imagine someone speaking english who doesn't understand the th- sound in english words
like
let's say
the word "that"
&so
he's running his mouth off
spewing
"ta-hat! ta-hat! come on, [he wants to say bitches while pointing at some korean women in the audience], you know what i'm saying, you're just refusing to give me the satisfaction," etc., etc., etc.
&so
you commented
in so many words
that he sounds like a racist bigot when he speaks korean
which is just like
so fucking ironic
gen x is full of misogynists
btw
men &women alike
why are you so angry?
"who tipped you over?
was it phillip?"
you are
currently
a campaign
in need of a face
the type of face that cares
when mistakes are made
not the type of face who thinks
people make mistakes
of course we do
but it's the caring about them that creates change
cause how can you fix something that you shrug off?
you can't
it's obvious/wild that this country is psychologically/politically divided
when considering its obsession with Independence
if she keeps harping on the fact that she mistook you for a filipina
every fucking time she sees you
&then asks
again
whether you're japanese or korean
you're obviously not going to want to interact with her
&so
you'll eventually stop interacting with her
like
duh
you cannot even believe how fast you forget that the beach is
literally
a ten minute walk from your doorstep
ugh
you only care
because she's rich
&that's gross
you took one last shot of the tulips
after each stem had finally given up
you can't help but notice that
there's another korean-adoptee
on Top Chef
when you gave up your genetic data to a corporation
what did you think was going to happen?
if you cannot see the future
it's difficult to live in the present
yes
we all hate it
yes
you have to have one
yes
it's possible to free yourself from it
&yes
it's nearly impossible
it's only a matter of time
before everything will have happened
it is Empire that is expensive
the current administration is showing all of us
you included
right now
just how expensive Empire is to run (defend)
&so
if you're a citizen of Empire
then all you have to do
is go out there and make enough money
to live
you don't even have to make enough money to stay
cause being unhoused doesn't evict you from your country
&yet all of you citizens
bitch &bitch &bitch
about how expensive it is to live a life of luxury on Empire
as if
what you're entitled to
is a life of luxury
BAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!
if you're putting your "daily treat"
on a credit card
you're doing life wrong
you're probably poor
get it through your head
accept it
&then reshape your life so that you are not poor anymore
how do you know that they're spending too much money?
they're overweight
but poor
you can't blame the people for their decisions!
it's the system!
yes
you can
you are the system
can you fat-shame someone who is actually fat?
you can comment on pretty people
so why can't you comment on ugly people?
you think that men who think that they can tell you what they think
&that you'll then care about what they think
are egotistical narcissists
you also think that the old asian men who are constantly surprised by your
let's say
"go-get'em" attitude
are pathetic
but also
you get it
cause like
it's gotta be tough to be an asian man in/on Empire
it's not like being an asian woman
lol
you attach the letter
&you send the email